Was talking to josh last night and we were on the subject of keeping your friends.. or sth like that.
And i confessed that yeah, i've put in zero effort in keeping in touch with my friends. Like since OCS messed up my calendar with all the odd book outs, i've lost touch with so many of em.. the cat high people.. and the vj ones.. and i've actually accepted it. And its really sad cos some i havent seen for like, half a year? and when i finally meet them, its at my mum's wake. And i didn't even tell them.

I think tt's qt bastardy. I havent seen them since then. Wow.. i kinda suck at this kinda things.. u noe always waiting for others to jio first.. i dun really like to get close to ppl or things, cos when he/she/it is gone, it'll mess me up. It's kinda like a quirk. that i keep people at an arm's length.

Should i change? i dunno.. been surfing some blogs. and yeah, i miss you guys.