最後のキスはタバコの flavor がした
ニガくてせつない香り

明日の今頃には あなたはどこにいるんだろう
誰を思ってるんだろう

You are always gonna be my love
いつか誰かとまた恋に落ちても
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
今はまだ悲しい love song
新しい歌 歌えるまで

立ち止まる時間が動き出そうとしてる
忘れたくないことばかり wou

明日の今頃には わたしはきっと泣いている
あなたを思ってるんだろう yeah yeah yeah

You will always be inside my heart
いつもあなただけの場所があるから
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
Now and forever you are still the one
今はまだ悲しい love song
新しい歌 うたえるまで

You are always gonna be my love
いつか誰かとまた恋に落ちても
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
まだ悲しい love song

Now and forever

One day Chloe will wake up and realize she hasn't got a mouth anymore, because she has chewed through it.

Heaven holds a sense of wonder
And I wanted to believe
that I'd get caught up
When the rage in me subsides..

There it is, on Home first page. It really is that guy!

I was briefly acquainted with SQ when he came back to Guards during his hols from oz.
If i'm not wrong he was occupying the TDO office, at which i'd always visited him.
I remember Raymond & I conducting the IPPT for the group of about 6 officers returning for the holidays and SQ was the only one who got a Gold. and a solid one at that.
Though we were just acquaintances, it kinda still is a huge shock.
Wonder how it is like in OCS right now.. Will Commander OCS sit the whole school down (like he did) in the Dining Hall and address his death? I can imagine solemnness suffocating Foxtrot.. especially in those long empty corridors flanked by mirrors, that are plain eerie without the presence of cadets.

He really was a very nice guy hey.

It is so unfair how every minute action of yours instigate such colossal upheavals in my world. =(
It is so unfair that i would thank you even though you have done absolutely nothing.
It is so unfair that i have no idea what my next move is because it might (& most probably would) undoubtedly lead nowhere.
It is so unfair that i have to accept nowhere as it is.
It is so unfair that these things only happen in my head.
It is so unfair that my friends have all stopped listening to me because they have a firmer grasp on reality than i do.
It is so unfair that you will probably never ever know what is going on.

Because i humji.

A reason to blog..

New lady in the house!!!

4 mth old Chloe!

Siberian Husky with real blue eyes, and the same bday as my brother. hah

Paiseh the pics kinda r alil off atm, course she's super hyper..

Will put up more when she's gotten used to the house

So i was on the phone with my dad last night and he added, as an afterthought, that my uncle'd just passed away.

We weren't really close but my mother loved him dearly.

issit me or does my blog seem very much like an obituarial board?

& finally its over

No more cocktails!
had practical exam ytd... distinction! =)
and theory today.. slept at 430 last night
now i'm like a siao lang..
shuffling ard campus, with hair everywhere, mumbling incoherently to myself, drooling..

Wine tasting/theory exam

After 2 & a half hours and 8 wines later, i've lost all sense of smell & taste. And since these things always get compensated, i can now read people's thoughts and see through people's clothes.

Had a cocktail competition within my class last week in which we've got to invent a cocktail, come up with pricing, promo mats and stuff.
My entry's Chicanery.. Inspired by the trance group i was listening to that night..

Creme de Menthe, Frangelico, Cream & Syrup
For garnish, i dipped a cherry in melted choc n spun it to get the swirls on the side, n then dipped the rim into choc n nuts.

It was gone within seconds. =)












I won!!

Got a small cocktail bk & some money