So i couldn't sleep last night again after being conscious for more than 26hours.
And suddenly, i flirted with the notion of gg back for intern.
It must have been triggered by how much i miss Singapore. And in an instant, i shelved the futility of force-sleep and worked out a pro & con list. Things appeared to fall in place. Worries of scouting for accomodation, jap schools, bills and meals disintegrated with each addition to the Singapore list. The Melbourne list met with much mental blockages and brusque scribbles.

I guess i must have been biased.
For when emotion takes over, rationality be damned!

My Singapore list won by landslide. And i called a few people who, not being prepared for my call nor my sudden onslaught of self contented reasonings at such unearthly hours, agreed completely with me.

In a span of 15 minutes, i changed my mind on the course of action for the next 6 mths of my life & convinced myself i was right (and others, who were shoved head first into a whirlwind, tagging along in a blur) I was smiling like a halfwit as i finally settled into bed, satisfied yet bewildered as to why i havent thought of this before.

Am i being rash?

In the wake of the epiphanous moment, an inefficient, time-wasting reverie has completely usurped my focus from my wine notes. Exam's next week. Hooray for the procrastinator within.