Why does it seem that, sometimes.. no matter how hard you try, or no matter what you do, it just doesn't seem enough?

I'm getting these thoughts inside so alien that i can't quite figure what to make of it.

What if you've not done anything in the first place? Does it really matter if you know that it's not gonna help anyway, therefore you don't take that first step?

What a blessing it must be to be born normal.

This so near yet so far thing is so killing me.

(Ok i didn't mean to add that himbotic last statement)

Maybe i did.

It's kinda torturous that something so physical can seem so ethereal. It seems to been within grasp but i can't reach it! Damn it Damn it Damn it Damn it!!!

On a separate note,

My life has been completely confiscated by

Like Totally.

I'm not even the vain lil brat i was anymore

Someone save me.

Pls.

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